Today I am supposed to call the hospital to set up my out patient treatment. My medicine has made me incredibly groggy and given the the motor skills of a carrot. I'm exhausted, although I slept the entire night. My precious husband has been taking care of Gabe throughout the nights. I don't know what I would do without him.
My friend forced me out of the house yesterday and I bought a new purse to give me a little joy. It worked. I like it a lot.
My intrusive thoughts has simmered down, then again, all thoughts had due to the meds. But no thoughts are better than intrusive ones. I read somewhere once that someone called them Thought Monkeys. The come into your head and create chaos, just like a real monkey would.
Well, that's it for my update right now. I think I need more sleep.