Sunday, November 3, 2013
So, after all of these years, I've been looking back at my PPD days, wondering what sequence of events throughout my life brought me to such a dark place. When I started this blog I was confused, scared, and incredibly sick. Now, three years later, I am graduating from Liberty University with my Bachelors in Psychology and I plan on going to get my Masters in Clinical Mental Health Counseling. The period of my life that this blog chronicles changed the course of my life from that moment forward. Now, the debate is on in my brain. Do I start a new blog or continue my journey here. This blog has a very special place in my heart, even though life has taken me away from it for quite some time. This blog holds my hurts, fears, pains, and regrets. It is raw, emotional and real. I think that is why the decision has been made to continue here. I will continue to post what has brought me to the point where I am today. What pain, elation, ups and downs brought me to the second floor acute psych ward back in 2010. The not-so-normal life of a wanna be normal girl. Or maybe it's the other way around. Maybe by the end of this story I'll be able to tell the difference. Until then, I'll just write. I'll discover, uncover and analyze everything from my first memory to my last. I'll think, recap, think again. If you want to come along with me on this journey, I would love to have the company. If not, I respect that and me and my little buddy blog with travel this road alone. This blog has served me well and it's new life is about to begin. Resurrection time, my friend. Let's get this show on the road!